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Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Gotten caught having a party while parents were gone away.

- The way you say I love you.
- The movies we would watch and laugh together with.
- The way you got mad when I talked too much during a movie but wanted me to talk anyway.
- The 10+ hour skype conversations.
- The way you woke me up in the middle of the night just by saying my name no matter how soft.
- The way we told each other everything.
- You waking me up just to say you love me.
- The bond we shared.
- Waking you up at 9:30 for school every morning.
- Talking to you on the phone while you got your bagel and until you got to school.
- Laughing at silly pictures you find on the internet.
- Not having to worry about a huge phone bill cause we both had AT&T.
- Arguing with you about how I hate dogs but you could have one if we ever lived together.
- The way you called me babe.
- Having 'Yeee boiiii' battles with you.
- The silly little pictures you would make for me.
- Thinking about a future with you.
- Hearing you snore.
- The feeling of security I had with you.
- The confidence you gave me.
- The way my face would light up when I got a call/text from you.
- The way my heart would beat faster from excitement over little things.
- Thinking you would always love me.
- Looking through your photobucket when I couldn't talk to you. (creepy ._.)
- Making you smile.
- Making you laugh.
- Being the most important person in your life.
- You.
- I miss believing we had a future together and hate knowing that it's my fault we ended up like this.


You were my everything, literally.

I miss her, terribly, though I would never want her to know that. "It's unhealthy how much I think about you." Once your own words now are stuck with me. How can I possibly remove you from my head? How can I stop thinking about you like I once did and how you're doing now?.. Why can't I hate you the way I want.. or at least dislike you enough to not have any interest in a thought of you? It's as though your memory is holding on to my heart for as long as it can as a way of payback for all the hurt I've caused you, I guess when you put it that way.. I kinda deserve it, no?

The title says enough bitch.

I swear to god I hate her.. But I also love her. No matter what she does or what she says I can't stay mad at her. I hate her for that, truly I do. But I can't get enough of her. We hardly talk, yet I can never stop talking about her, even if it's just to myself. When we do talk it's always dramatic in some way at some point, yet I just can't say goodbye with a forever meaning to it. She hates me, she really and truly hates me to my core, at least I believe she does. Why can't I shake the memories? Why can't I shake this empty feeling after so long? Why does it feel like I'm home when I talk to her still..? Most of all though.. why does it feel like she feels the same way?

you're not worth my time you stupid bitch. Why wont you just get the fuck out of my life? Every time I think I'm over everything and free of feelings you pop right back up and drag me back to hell. Trying to forget you is like trying to walk through fire without getting burned.

Becoming too much.. It's amazing to me how people enjoy wasting their lives making others feel miserable and what makes it worse is when I'm not even a part of it and my name always gets drug into it. I feel bad for these people who wake up every day and the first thought on their mind is the destruction of someone's day.