I miss her, terribly, though I would never want her to know that. "It's unhealthy how much I think about you." Once your own words now are stuck with me. How can I possibly remove you from my head? How can I stop thinking about you like I once did and how you're doing now?.. Why can't I hate you the way I want.. or at least dislike you enough to not have any interest in a thought of you? It's as though your memory is holding on to my heart for as long as it can as a way of payback for all the hurt I've caused you, I guess when you put it that way.. I kinda deserve it, no?